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Yesterday, I went to Jalan Kuari Cemetery alone to visit my late mom’s grave. Since i came back to M’sia, yesterday was the first time i went there after so long. My eyes were clowded with tears because i miss her so bad. All of the sudden, i feel so lonely and neglected. That was when i decided to go to her grave. I hate going to her grave because it made me realize how sucks and terrible my life is. That is one of the reason why i stop going to her grave.

I was having difficulties to find her grave for i havent been there for nearly 5 years, i guess. It took me nearly 2 hours to find the grave with the help of the undertaker nearby. He said something to me that really touch my heart. He said "dia nk kau jumpa dia,kalau dia tak nk..  kau cari lar sampai 5 jam pun takkan jumpa." Then only it came to my senses that all these time, many of my family members failed to find  my mom’s grave for no reason. Until yesterday, i was the first person managed to find her grave.

I cant stop my tears from flooding while reciting yassin to her. My heart is so fragile that i cant bare any broken heart. it broke my heart yesterday and that is  why i was avoiding my self from going there. On this coming 21st ,it has been 11 years she had had passed away. Al-Fatihah..

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