My Blog

i was forced by my fren Fiona(she’s going to be reli pissed off to see me mentioning her name in my blog again ;p) to write something bout me being a weirdo. it means i have to compare myself with other people whom i called human beings hahaha…

• i am too loyal hukhukhuk stil in love with the same man even it has been 10yrs alredi but i move on bcoz he asked me to.
• i rarely gets angry but once the volcano erupted you better run for your life but the weird thing is i can easily cool-down myself the next minute and then talk like normal.(was it unusual or normal nehhhh…. who cares!)
• i am malay but into chinese movie, fancy chinese men, can speak cantonese(now not that gud like the old days) and even have weird chinese frenz(hahahaaa… they are fiona, grace and wendy.they will kill me if they read this hahahahaha)
• i feel weird to think how weird i am???
• i alwiz think that i am pretty though i am not hahahaha….
• i work in accounts department but actually i am not the type of person that can sit-stil for hours.
• i need to buy a wardrobe but i still feel i dun have enough clothes to wear and it annoys me every morning.

Gosh! my brain is about to explode to think this extreem and to dig-in my brain this deep.

HEPI BDAY to my dear fren syida. hmm… wonder how old are you now??? hehehe sweet 17, maybe???(one thing for sure, she will definately strangle me to death after reading this). we went to Satay Kajang(why on earth she ended up choosing that place) with a bunch of long…long lost fren and it was awesome to gather like that once in the while. listening to everybody’s achievement reli make me feel so gud and proud of my frenz.

Apparently, love has become a major topic and hot issue among my frenz and i. hmm… in one month time i am turning 18(ops! 28). i dun reli care bout marriage or what-so-ever, because i alwiz believe that god is fair to everybody. i might not have anyone in my life but i have been blessed in different ways such as having good job, being able to travel around the world and even to do shopping though it was in the middle of the month(huhu a salesgirl did say that to me).

last two month, i met a fren and did notice that something reli bizarre blossomed deep in my heart. a question keeps on popping into my head. ive never been so attracted to anyone the way i was attracted to him. it was like thunder storm hit the sea causes a gigantic waves and i was  pulled and dragged into a deep black hole in force. wahhhhh… that’s how to describe my feelings that moment. Anyway, i dun think we’re in the same vibe. maybe it was jez a crush nothing more than that.

how can you accept someone when you’re in love with someone else? i can never do that. hey you! the one in my heart pls tell me that you dont like me so that i can move on with my life. i wish i can be someone special in ur heart… i wish i can be someone reli important in ur life.

Last friday nite was my office’s annual dinner. nothing much special happened that day except for me having been RM500 richer by winning the grand prize lucky draw event. haha cant beleive dat i won it, everybody was so keen to win the grand prize. i didnt expect that much, i wanted to win the mp3 player instead. trying to be not so greedy hehe… when my big boss Allan announced my number, i was like ‘bloody hell’ i won. "039" was definitely my lucky number and coincidently it was my house number as well huhu the funniest part of all, i wasnt permanent yet and still under probation. Allan did joke to me saying dat i must work with the company more than a year otherwise they will cut my salary. hahaha so funny.bloody hell RM500 seh..

a fren of mine(fiona) teased me ystdy. i alwiz say to everybody dat i’m having such an extremely bz life almost everyday but at the same time i still have got time to write down a piece of junk in my blog brilliantly. (^^,) sweetheart… dat is what we called ‘time management’ okay!

ive got 3 datelines today dat must be completed. hehe

this morning, on my way to the office. i was walking towards a bus at kelana jaya lrt when a lady nearly got hit by a taxi. luckily, the taxi driver was professional enough to stop immediately.if i were in her shoes, i definately burst into tears on the spot. hey! u were about to get hit by a car, u never know u might die in the instance and the worse part of all, u havent heard from the man that u fancy saying to u that he likes u too huhu… damn! that was reli an aweful thing to happen early in the morning to dat lady. pity her