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what can i say, im about to leave mcr very very soon. i do cherish the moment i have left and im feeling sad coz i have to go. at first, i felt so excited to go home but as time goes by im feeling sad.

dee and nani visit to my place over the weekend was absolutely amazing. they made me almost forgot that im going in few days time. they arrived at the airport on friday nite and stayed at my place till tuesday nite. i made a plan for them and it seemed to be the best plan ive ever made i guess hehe…

the next day after they arrived, we went 2 puan mahiran’s home and had dinner there. that was when dee told me that our long long lost buddy zefri was here in town. we asked him to join us to York and Scarborough the next day.

before we went to York, i happened to favour dee’s request to have a look at a place called Mac Arthur Glenn. she was so eager to go to the place bcoz she wanted to compare it with the other designer outlet available called cheshire oak.ive never been humiliated the way i was that day. the place was closed and empty as it was xmas but she still insist to look around the place. i was a bit reluctant but still i favour her. so the were the 4 of us walking towards the building until there was a security announcement using a loud speaker saying this is security announcement pls stay away from the building. nani and zefri they both rose their hands up, while i was there standing like a statue and feeling numb and as for dee she was jez giggling and gigling and giggling.of course after that we ran like mad. we cant stop laughing in the car and i kept on blaming dee for all the chaos we jez had but it was something we wud remember for the rest of life. something reli sweet to be remembered.finally, we decided to go to cheshire oak instead. who’s the shopping queen??? guess??? 197 quid is not considered as too much ;p

gonna miss england very much!

ystdy was the most amazing nite ive ever had. hehehe… everyone at the party had been so nice to me. received so many farewell presents from my colleagues. ive got perfume that i craved for a long time ago, beautiful leather wallet from NEXT(must be reli expensive), gorgeous watch from NEXT(love it!),a bouquet of flowers and also a special CD(the beatles… puan knows i love them so much) from my former lecturer puan mahiran and family. Special thnks also to my beloved kakak(kak Ton) for the superb and gorgeous wallet and not forgetting that amazing watch.

i didnt realize it until ystdy nite that the place we went was called PINK GARLIC. They wrapped my gifts with pink wrappers and the bag also in pink.hahaha…. i guess everyone at the office realized how obssess i am with pink. my coat is pink, my favourite trainer is pink and most of my clothes i wore to office are pink too. i am mad huhu.

it was reli embarassing that i couldnt make my proper speech. i wanted to cry when i look at everyone’s eyes. gonna miss all the giggles and laughter we shared together for almost 3 years. i ended my speech with a song titled leaving on the jet plane.

it would have been much much more meaningful if my botak was there. its not that we fell out with each other but since im leaving soon. i decided to put my distance from him bcoz its gonna be reli sad to leave him and its gonna be reli hard on me. i wish to tell him that i dun hate him not even close, not even a little bit and not even at all.wish him find his happiness.

today is my farewell party and we’re going to a place called pink garlic. hmm im excited to go and actually im a bit excited at the part which i can eat and eat and eat. i do enjoy my food a lot!

went to primark and next today wif afzan. i bought myself a boot and some clothes from primark(tq afzan…) i dun have mood to work today. ive been at the office since morning, had my lunch break which i wasnt entitled to have and had my favourite soup of the day. simply delicious and im addicted to it now. must learn how to make such delicious and tasty soup. tomorrow will be the last time i can eat the soup.(im confused now are we suppose to eat or drink the soup… help me to clarify my doubt pls hehehee… so clueless)

it was such a tremendous pain to face my exam wif brain stuck wif lotsa things in mind. wot on earth is going on wif me and my life??? i do ask myself this question over and over again. my life is perfectly well but when it’s bout time to get ready wif exams or any important matters there will always be something really crucial happens to me and honestly, it gets into my nerves and really take the piece of me and i am sick and tired to go through such evil thing again and again until god knows when.

my bags are packed and off me go soon. cant hardly wait to go home but on second thoughts, it’s a bit scary though to listen bout things going on in msia at the moment. about the massive inflation, about the job wise matters or even about social behaviour among the community. gosh! im not saying msia is not a gud place to live in but if you ask any of my frenz here, they wud say that they kinda reluctant to go home at the moment.

in my case, i have to and if i can stay i wud rather stay here for another few years but sometimes we have to think about our responsibilty instead of being selfish. huhu.. i think you guys must be saying wot the hell is she talking about. believe me if you listen to the truth you wud feel dat im the pitiest gal ever exist in the entire galaxy. how awful???!!!

tomorrow, i’l be having my farewell party organized by my collegues at the office. how sweet of them…. i think the place will be flooded wif my tears tomorrow. im even more sad coz my botak wont be there tomorrow. waaaaaaa….

if you love something let it go and if it comes back. means you are meant for each other but if you let it go away and it never comes back…. waaaaaa i cant finish it waaaaa…. botakkkkkk…. ngo oi lei waaaaa