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when xmas is over.. i get panicking coz it’s time to shopping!! meaning.. i’m gonna spend all my money like crazy. well, not all but i think partly of my savings will be gone wif de wind huhu… hmm… i managed to escape at first without buying anything 2day. i went to manchester ford wif k.zura. i kinda like a pair of shoes i saw in clarks but i din buy it coz i alredi set on mind i’ll be going to chesshire oaks tomorrow wif my frenz in old trafford. it was gorgeous… but never mind probably i will find something more interesting there. then later, my fren izwah rang me. she told me dat she wanted to go to trafford centre wif her siblings. so i offered my self to go there wif them as well.. hmm… it was reli frustrating  when i din see any catchy things in mng.. or even in next. then we went to topshop( even worst). finally we went to zara n i found a shirt which i think reli gorgeous jez £9.hehe… ati has chosen de color for me. if i let myself to choose my own colour, ithink i will end up buying all the colours available there hehehe.. so she said green to me… not bad!!  all of us will wear our new shirt to chesshire oaks tomorrow. pretty excited to go there huhu…

i’ll give my full report of tomorrow activity a.s.a.p.!!!

next in town will be opened tomorrow at 6am so need to sleep now coz need to get my self there around half 6 coz later at 9am i’ll be leaving to cheshire oaks.. what a great life!!!!

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all thnx 2 kzura… we had a complete traditional xmas dinner today. hahaha… never tot dat i wud be this full huhu… i love the stuffing very much n most important thing is the gravy she made. it was the gravy she made herself. it was so bloody delicious. i learnt how to do the gravy alredi hehe.. wanna try it some day. wonder, when wud it be??? hehehheee. the turkey was absolutely huge… when i said huge i mean that bird was damn f**king big… suprisingly, the four of us managed to finish quarter of the bird. hahahaaa… big eater!

since that bird is damn huge. so i invited my frenz from old trafford. well, i hope they enjoyed the meal today… it was gud to have them around. i’ve been in a bad mood lately bcoz of my personal thingy. having them reli cheer me up.

tomorrow is xmas. tonite, i have to stay up until god knows as i have to prepare the chocolate cake for my my fren janine n izwah.

well… have to stop now coz i need to do some baking.. lukin’ fwd to eat crabs at my frenz’s house in  old trafford.. wei! makcik izwah…. ko masak lar ketam lemak cili api tu… aku malas dahhhh…. kan ke itu kepakaran ko, aku kalau masak.. masya allah.. adik ko, noi n the rest peluh2 wa ckp lu… aku kalau letak cili api tu kan penuh perasaan..so baik hang masak k! aku kan tetamu korg hehehhehe yeahhhhhh!!!!! aku tak nak masakkkkk…

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p.s. aku tensen so tomorrow i’m planning to go for a jog..

i’m f***ing exhausted n i jez wanna have my gud sleep n dun have to wake up early in the morning coz my head is aching so do my whole body. i am tired of this life n jez wanna have my best life without worries. can we have dat? life can be nasty… too nasty for me to take!

lukin’ fwd to watch narnia this friday…. yeahhhhh!!!!!

a perfect day for me wud be sitting alone at starbuck wif latte n a slice of choc cake…. what else can i wish for rather than thiss…. huhu

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in few days time, year 2005 will only remains a memory to all of us. therefore, i wud like to flash back some of the things had happened to me all through the year.

i’ve been through so many unforgetable memoirs that i will never forget. especially when i lost my beloved grandma which last seen the day i flew to manchester n that was the very last time i’ve ever saw her. now, i will no longer hear her voice, her jokes( can barely remember her best ever joke bout selipar n ayam…:-)) aaaa… everything bout her. still playing on my mind the situation where my grandma n grandad havin’ argument..huhu so kelakar one lar… i alwiz intai n ketawa sorg2… jahat punyer cucu.

then followed by my 2 uncles death as well. it was shcoking to hear all deaths happened in a year. cant imagine how raya wud be like without them.. but anyway, life goes on.

the best thing ever happened to me while i’m here in mcr.. got the chance to know my best ever buddies. nisa n razwan aka my advisor.. love advisor huhu.. they’ve been so gud to me though ada lah ketikanyer tu aku merajuk yg teramat sgt but reli glad to know them… they reli cheer my life up. dunno wat i’m gonna do if i’ve never gotta chance to be frenz wif them. life wud be reli bored… damn bored!

then i got this news which i think reli sweet n i pray they will gain the happiness they want till death do their part. suzanna n jamarul. how sweet… especially when i saw the pic in zanna’s profile. the pic of the two them when they were in form one. wud u ever tot that these 2 wud be husband n wife someday.. from the bottom of my heart, i pray to allah that both of u will live together wif the blessing of allah forever… love u guys n hepi for u too.. they wud be my couple of the year!!!! yeaaahhhhhh….

missed so many people’s wedding this yr. my bestfrenz along n mimi… my cousins, my neighbours n itam( my auntie’s cat hahahahahahahaa). neway, pray for the best to all of them.

as for me, i end up my year by knowing someone that i never tot i wud fall for him. my sugar..     (^ ^,) .. i hope dat we wud have a gud endin’ someday though the chances wud be reli slim but i will pray each day we wud be given the chance n only prayers can turn my wish comes true.aminnnnn….

actually, there are more stories to tell but too lazy to type all those thing heheheheee… talk to u guys again next time hoh!!

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haha… cant believe it but i’ve jez realised dat my frenz had given their comment in my blog. never tot dat someone out there actually read my blogs. hmm… apparently, i am proud to be mancunian. hahaha… cant stop saying it over n over again as i’m stil havin’ this xfactor fever in me. especially when the winner is shane from MANCHESTER. dats y i’m so proud to be mancunian huhu… i wish i can be one of those people competin’ in winning the xfactor. on second thoughts neehhhhh!!! wif me being so clumsy all the time n the least thing i want it to happen to me like the old days… totally forgotten the whole lyric bcoz of the pressure to win the competition i took last time when i was in shah alam. it was a great experience to me n ofcoz i will never ever gonna forget my dear fren huda who ran like a wind to get the lyric i wrote on a piece of paper in my hostel…hahahah… i cannot imagine what was on her mind that time but thanked god i won….hahahaha or else she wud have killed me dat nite. if u guys ever been to UiTM shah alam then u’l understand how many stairs u have to climb to reach ur destination. huda me miss u n love u so much!!! kakak mu rindu kat ko lar… i din know what happen dat nite but i was panicking n thing has gone out of control and i jez completely an ***hole dat nite. well, i dun mind doing any performances on stage by request from my frenz provided let me know in advance dat someone …somebody or anybody wants to give me a flower…roses or what ever it is. arrggghhh!!! i’m such a loser.. being clumsy again after getting a flower from my junior. it wasnt my mistake at all… how wud i know dat he was rite infront of me standing when i closed my eyes and sang..tell me.. then ho.. bukak bijik mata aku tiba2 ada org kat depan.. nasib aku tak melatah. huh! then ho..siap mengata aku kat luar ballroom…i caught him alive as i was standing rite behind of him. cheeky boy! kamal.. so sori but stil cannot get over it n i do notice that until today he kinda guilty or probably scared of me huhu.. arrggghhhh now i even miss msia even more. wanna go home..

last 2 days, i spoke to my niece fatin. hahaha it was reli funny talkin’ to dat li’l gal. she kept on askin’ me when wil i go home. mannnnn…. i’m dying to see them.

finally, sugar… i made up my mind. i’m willin’ 2 take the risk n bare the consequences if only u  willin’ to bare it wif me as well. well, we’ll never know what will happen in the future it mite be gud or it mite be bad unless we try. jez keep ur fingers crossed then!what will be…will be..then jez let it be!

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today is a great day for me perhaps.. well, i passed my first module of ecdl n 6 more modules to be completed. i scored 84 … hmm.. owesome mannn… yessss!!!!! tomorrow i have another one n i reli hope i’ll get through. fingers crossed!!

today also, i have another gud news bout my passport. i got the extension. though it jez for one yr visa but i’m glad to have my passport back handed. looking fwd to go home a.s.a.p. coz i miss all my little one. especially, my little niece farah… gosh! never seen her in my whole life. wanna see that little cutie so bad. not forgetting my dearest fatin as well.i miss that ah! ah! gal…

most of the time when i was in msia i spent my days at my cousin’s house… so i’m kinda close to their kids… yan… opia… hukhukhuk… mesti dah besar.

but i’m a little bit upset..hmm.. not a little bit but reli huge one coz my gud fren nisa is having her gud time going somewhr out of town leaving me here alone hukhukhuk… nisa come back to mcr lar cepat2. aku takde kawan nie…waaaaaaaa………..

today, i went to manchester ford wif k.zura to boost up our mood wif having a cup of coffee.. it has been a tiring week for me coz almost everyday i have to work for 11hrs shift n i even have to work on sunday. hey! it’s almost xmas n everybody is looking fwd to have their work done b4 xmas. therefore, i have to work overtime n gosh! i am bloody tired n reli need a time off from all these…

i had a terrible thing happened to me last week.. for the second time, someone tried to steal my car. i jez dun get it.. why my car??? what is so special bout my car.. i dun use bmw or mercedes benz??? it jez an old fort mondeo for god sake! anyway, thanks to my frenz zainal, abg zam n abg abu for accompany me till 10 pm on dat day.

i was suppose to have my ecdl exam last friday.. huh!guess what?? the system went down n they have to cancel my test for the second time in a row.. last time they had to cancelled it bcoz they had missd my name somehow.. well, that was what they told me. i need to complete my ecdl a.s.a.p for god sake!!!! coz i am bloody mad coz i had to sleep 2 o’clock in the morning to complete my practicetest n it is sickening… god!!! help me.. i think i need to mandi bunga together wif my bloody car. huh!!!!

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what wud be worsen than seeing ur ex again when u least expected. gosh! tell me about it. if only i can strangle him to death. anyway, i am proud of my self for being able to pull my self back from that evil when i thought that i wud never been able to do it. i learnt loads of thing from time to time n i’m stil learning. god knows!! the process of growing does not mean that it will start from we were small. it has been a gud discussion between me n kzura yesterday nite.  she came out with an example which i think kinda brilliant. madonna said that she started to grow up from the moment when she got herself involved with music. well, i can tell by the changes she has made from the very beginning up to now. hmm… learn something from her. by the time she has got her 1st kid, she said that she has grown up n i believe it! i believe her…

it’s not too late to learn our mistake. as for me, i’ve changed a load n those people who knew me will notice it. i am stronger than i used to be. i wont easily defeated, i am positive about it.. when something happened to my car recently. i din cry at all. instead i had a huge laugh over what happened to my car. it jez slipped out of my tongue… ahhh not again!!!need to mandi bunga to my car lar…

write again next time

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