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i almost forgot that 2day is merdeka day. wonder how the celebration is like in msia? here in mcr, nothing reli interesting happen but the latest hot news in mcr i heard from a fren  that anuar zain is having his performance and it will be televised in astro..huhu

only limited people are allowed to see the show.if i’m not mistaken only 100 people something like that. whatever coz i dun reli fancy him. dun want to waste my money over something that i dun fancy of.

at the moment my life is getting smoother but not easy. getting tougher! it is smooth but tough… what kind of language am i using now.??hahahaha… i dun have problem with my life at the moment. it jez that my bz life makes me forget all my problems.i work so hard so that i can have a real life when i come back. i sacrifice so many things so that i can have better life! i sacrifice my love to someone hoping that i wud find someone who can appreciate me. i found someone i like but dun know whether we share the same feelings or not. he is a pleasant person to me and i feel glad to be one of his frenz.

ok lar…aku nih asik merepek ajer..

i write some more next time huh!

yat-e rock!

last saturday, my fren sadia did a little make-over to me and my fren nisa. huhu… it was reli fun. we started around 6 and finished around half 9. i knew her through my fren nisa. alwiz adore her beauty coz i tell u guy, she reli looks like a film star….hahahhaaa… got 2 children but still have the figure. i dun think people will ever thought that she has got 2 kids when they see her. she will be my idol…hahahaa.. i’m getting complex now! whatever lar…

yat-e rock!

i love this muvi very much coz i think the line of the story is something that i never thought b4 n another reason wud b… i love jet li like crazy. after watching the muvi i found out that he never failed me. that’s what i think.

***** from me yat-e!

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i dun reli fancy nicole kidman but i think she is absolutely gorgeous and damn pretty. if u feel so stress then u can go and see this movie coz u gonna release ur tension i guess.

*** from me

i dun reli fancy nicole kidman but i think she is absolutely gorgeous and damn pretty. if u feel so stress then u can go and see this movie coz u gonna release ur tension i guess.

*** from me

i nearly get my self a new mobile today but i changed my mind later coz it’s gonna be troublesome to me to have 2 numbers and 2 mobiles at a time. the worse part will be to get bigger handbag to stuck those teeny.. weeny little thing in my bag. still considering it!free mobile( nokia 7610) 1000 minutes talk time with 500 texts..hmmm… jez 20 pounds a month. arrgggghhhhhh!!!! so dilemma. the contract will be for up to 18 months. huh! what to do??? is it necessary for me to have a new mobile? so confused…

life is getting worse and it’s worsen each day. feel reli stress lately, cant sleep at night n infact din get gud sleep for the past 2 days. now i’m feeling a bit floating in the air coz i feel so tired and sleepy but why can i get myself  2 sleep??? help me god… help me… i need to sleep..huhu… i want to sleep… probably, i got back my bad habit like last time when i was in s.alam. having hard time to sleep at night n missed all my classes in the morning. my frenz suggested to me lotsa tips so that i can get gud sleep at night. including to drink a glass of milk b4 going to sleep. as a result, huhu… put on weight quite a lot..hahahaaa.. fei fei wud be my new name hahahaa…

that’s why now i’m addicted to lavender. cant sleep without putting the liquid on my pillow so that i can smell it. it suppose to be for relaxation. now i feel like to buy all the lavender liquid sold in the market hahahaa…

what a life??

yat-e rock!

it took me 3 days later after i bought all the things needed to cook asam pedas. i cant find the time to cook since i will reach home quite late every day. as i promised, finally… pehh!! terubat rindu ku kat msia..hehehee..

k.zura, wan n i makan sampai tak ingat dunia. once in the while it’s kinda fun to do such thing but if u do it frequently.. hmm.. better not to think bout it. not gud for ur health heheehee..

Lately, life is getting bored each day. feeling stress all the time! need a time out. watching movie.. hmm.. that does sound interesting to me. gotta do something b4 i go mad.. bloody mad!

yat-E rock!

how can u tell if someone is rite for u? how can u be sure if someone will love u more than u do? how can u know it’s the time for u to start a new relation? n how can u know if someone is falling in love with u truely, madly,deeply n want u more than anything else in this world?

u alwiz confuse with ur own feelings. how long is ok 4 u to have new relation after u ended one? what do u do to overcome ur fear of ur new relation.. having thoughts in mind that the nitemare u went through last time will happen again… having thoughts in mind of all the hard times u went through… how hard it was for u to walk away from flame that was about to burn u down… torn apart ur life..feelings.. dignity n even worse the tears u lost all along the way…

life is not easy! that’s 4 sure…

yat-e rock!

i have never appreciate what i have got b4.. now i’m learning to appreciate anything i h’ve got in front of me… all the frenz especially the one i have in ireland.. dee n nani u guys are the best.. in msia.. shida,huda, asiah,gg,  paler, mat lae, shafik.. wanna party with u guys.. miss u dearly n not forgetting my best ever fren fiona n kai… looking fwd to lepak2 with u kat sg wang like the old days.. along mashita my best listener merangkap special advisor… mimi .. my best buddy since in sabkl..

wahhh… byk nyer bestfren aku.. bless me!! huhu… if i have to mention every each one of u in my list.. huh!!! sampai esok pun tak abis! the most important thing is i miss u guys like crazy.

recently, i happen to meet someone surprisingly touched my heart with his annoying words hahahaa  jez joking.. he understands me and hmm.. lotsa things in common.. i hope our frenship will last forever coz really enjoy myself sharing my interest, stories with u n ofcourse for all the wise n gud opinion u have given me.. absolutely amazing! though u r in msia n i’m here far away in the city of mcr, i dun think there should be a problem for us to keep in touch coz we’re living in a modern world. wanna be ur best buddy 4 eva!!!! love his voice though he alwiz said to me that he cant sing..liar!!! looking fwd to do some vocal together with him in the future.. huhu..shall we?

love u guys so much!!!

yat-E rock!

it was reli fun to have both of them in mcr. i brought them to cheshire oaks on saturday.. huhu!!! dee was shocked when isaid to her we’re gonna spend 6 hrs there shopping! n at the end of the day, 7 hrs also not enough to her… hahahaaa… i told ya but never trust me. they have all the designer outlets over there. gud bargain.. tell me where else u can get Calvin Klien jeans for only 12 pounds.. huhu.. i even bought for my self jeans from GAP for only 3 pounds each.. that is what i called brilliant! absolutely brilliant!

later that night we went to An n Evy’s house in Moston. They served us Laksa n it was reli tasty. we went home quite late after taken some photos together.  cant stop laughing when i was with them..

dee…nani… why must u guys go back to ireland?? miss u guys alredi.

The next day, i brought them to Carbut sale in Stoke-on-trent. we went to 2 carbut n hahahaaa… crazy but i think last time was worse than this time. coz last time was their first time. i guess they now how to control themselves. hahahaa… around 3pm, we when to Royal Doulton visitor centre to buy some stuffs there n wedgewoods as well… at the end of that day, nani remained the champion…huhu! jez like last time huh!

around half 9, we went to our beloved lecturer’s house. Puan Mahiran cooked for us Curry Mee… it was reli owesome, she is a gud cook…

On Monday before dee went back to ireland we spent our day touring the Man. Utd. Stadium. we took lotsa pic that day.. so many pose from the three of us. Show it to u guys later ok! we completed the tour 2 hrs later. Then, i took them to a Malay Restaurant here in Mcr named Jati. After melantak hehehee… we went straight home to get a nap coz guys trust me… exhausted i tell u!!

dee’s flight was at half 9 that night n nani’s flight was the next morning 10 minutes b4 8am…

so sad to see them leaving. well guys, wait 4 me in Ireland ok! this time being i will go to Ireland as i promised b4… gud to have u guys here after so long.. remind me bout the gud old days when we were in Akasia… we had such a gud moment of ours there  shopping… gosipping…n lotsa things.

miss both of u alredi hukhukhuk….

yat-E rock!